I am tired of assholes too.
Who isn't?
We come across 'them' everyday.
Deaths- those we've loved and lost... yep that sucks too.
Lost my Dad to lung cancer right after he retired from the Navy and was looking forward to retirement.
Then one sister and a niece, then a half sister (both car crashes) my husband Steven.. found him dead on our bedroom floor from diabetic shock.
My mother, after a fucked up colonoscopy-perforation (she went sepsis and was dead weeks later).
And recently, my sister Julie.
Yep, it could be worse.
Like I said..just when you think you can't handle anymore.. oh yes you can.. because you have to.
Been totally rock bottom financially without a pot to piss in for a time.
Hit the bottom emotionally many times thinking I couldn't take it one more time.
But you do.. and can.
There is no other option when you are alone with your God in the worst times.. because after all, He's the only one you can truly turn to, to make it better.