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i'm so scared

luvs

'lil yinzer~
my cat scan is soon. my fevers get worse each time I wake. wtf if they say I won't make it. i'm concerned fer my Mom, having to contend w/ an ill daughter so often. I despise this. it's gone on fer years. i'm tired. i'll keep fighting illness, tho.
 
Luv's,

I am sure your mother is just being a mother. She will be there for you anytime, as that is what Mom's do for their childern. You are the most important person for her to be near. She'll not want you worrying about her.....

You need to concentrate your efforts on yourself. Do what the Doc's tell you. Let them know when you need them. The Catscan hopefully will tell you what you are up against. It's time to be strong for yourself, and your family. We all hope the out come is a favorable one. But be prepaired if it is not..

Fight the good fight with your health, and the rest will take care of itself. You have many friends who care about you and are saying prayers for your well being. Say some prayers for yourself as well...

Hang in there kid, you still have a ways to go. And your not alone.

Regards, Kirk
 
Good thoughts and prayers for you and your mom Aubrey. I can only imagine how tough it can be. Take Care.
 
BTDT, luvs.

If you don't mind me asking, how many doc's have you seen? Second opinions? Sometimes you can lay there for years until just the right old horse doctor comes along and figures it out.

Prayers for all the best.
 
luvs,not much to say except we are thinking about you down here. I wish you the best and hope you find the strength to keep the battle going.
 
thanx, yinz guys. i fret, as my Mom was in my room during my 1st cardiac episode, & she panicked. i was 19. i was also having seizures & was inchoherent that night, so i was not aware of how scared she was until she said to me later that she underwent her 1st panic. they called a coded & used paddles to kick-start my heart when i flatlined. i'm glad i was not awake fer that.
1 excellent thing- my pcp called & said my electrolytes were excellent.

kane, i have several physicians. the specialists see me 1 to 2 times a year. my pcp usually sees me monthly.
 
Just had mine Friday. I kidded the guy that it was the prep run for the morgue. I fretted about mine a little bit but had good support and I can't change a damn thing anyway. Guess the doc lady will call when they see the results. You can do it girl! It ain't in your hands anyway except to try to follow the doc's orders.:flowers::flowers:
 
It'll be over before you know it and everything will be fine. I've found it to be the case that I always dwell on the worst case scenario but it never turns out to be anything. I guess that's just human nature. Sounds like you're doing the same and it's not good for you. Chin up lil buckaroo...
 
Whatever the news you have a bunch of fans here praying and pulling for ya. And you still have the best medical care system in the world making their contribution as well.

God's speed Girl.
 
Whatever the news you have a bunch of fans here praying and pulling for ya. And you still have the best medical care system in the world making their contribution as well.

God's speed Girl.


I can't add much to that. Be positive and remember we're all here for you.

 
i thank yinz so much. sometimes, i think my strength is via support. i tell myself, 'look how much u've pulled through. it's made u stronger, if nothing else.'
inner strength is 1 attribute i'm glad to own, regardless of how it arrived. maybe me near-dying taught me how much i ought to luv life while i own one. have a great night, guys. & thanx, again.
 
Hang tough luvs. Look at it this way. Hopefully the scan will tell the doctors what is wrong with you and they can take care of it.
 
Luvs
You can do this your not a quitter
Remember we are all praying for you
I want to read your post on here for a long time to come
Tweeker
 
my 1 nurse was here a minute ago. he's sending another nurse 1st thing. i have begun to peel in layers. he was in awe when i was showing him, & said he's not seen this in anyone before. he was floored. great. i get afraid when my nurses cannot get over stuff. oh, well. i hafta contend w/ stuff. i'll keep that inner strength.
 
i'll be okay. those doctors' rankings rock. i'm nothing less than calmed when my doctors enter the room. they differ in ways, yet know how to fix or refer me to the specialists & testing.

my fevers continue. waiting to see how soon i see i'll see this hematologist, & how soon. i'm stretched kinda thin, right now. i'm so tired. 'cept i luv yinz hear me. 1 hour of snooze is okay when u have great ppl.
 
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